Sex Posexclusitive

From a glitter soap box, proudly proclaimed
“Sensual liberation for everyone,
All peoples deserves to feel desired and loved”
Artemis said to Diana
From the start the rosters looking one note
Goddesses, Champions and Prodigies
One frame, One colour
‘All peoples’ according to their social circles

Community is a currency
Your support is sparse, less it loses value
Each comment particular, purposeful
What do I get back? How do I get in?
Beauty next to beauty gets more beautiful
My crooked nose next to beauty gets the boot
No suit, No 40 quid barber cut
No Garibaldi, No Sale, No value
Like a Reliant Robin turning up to NASCAR
Throw a sun dyed figure from your collection
Keep the gene pool untainted
It’s an illuminati, fortnightly down my local

“Beauty for the beautiful
Sex for the sexy
Our arms are open to everyone
To deliver love for everyone”

Yeah, you’re allright mate
The manifesto comes of as hollow
Like a Robin Hood stealing from the poor
Then pretending to act like the rich
“Ah” you say “That can’t include me,
I take Erythromycin and use a crutch to leave the house”
Look in the mirror and get some perspective
You fucking Hepburn Monroe idget

They say don’t pay attention to the numbers
As they pray you pay attention to the numbers
300 little love notes passed in class
On your routine bath selfie
A lot of literature to get through
Too busy to aid the needy
“Please ma’am can I have some?” she says
Some acknowledgement for the ugly
For the 9 likes break out skin and pug nose
May as well be whistling through your gappy teeth
“Awwwh babe…” Copy and paste
Out of sight, out of mind, job done
Can still put “open and accepting” on the CV
But you can’t deny those numbers
The contrast is like a fissure
But that’s probs why you keep us around

– Sebastian Noël

From the “Ugly” series

Before Her Time

Eyes as blank as the first semester canvas
Waiting for context to give ‘em colour
She’s wasting away in a half price deck chair
In the cage where dust fuses with dust
Spit collects in her mouth
Tears collect in her eyes
Momentum can’t cease this soon she thinks
She’s gotta have a few years yet till Ragnarök

She chisels hieroglyphics into her skin
So she can stay as a historical landmark
To remind the world she’s to be preserved
To inspire a committee before she’s lost her youth

Slinking through the pavement, under the fire of stares
But what does it even mean?
When like gargoyles in the heart of Paris
The embody the idea of being alive
The fast claws away at her life force
Down her throat and between her legs
Can anyone look at that collection of marble
Like a Tate modern tenant, just lost in the wild
Statistically that’s ridiculous, clearly they will
But when conversion is a thing of the past
The frost reaching the womb, dictates perception

Comparison can only thrive in this crater
How can she make the seals clap again
With the hypnotism hitting their eyes
In a way only the one possessed by Eros could
Fill the pigments with a hot pink grip
Before turning blood red from the tears of heartbreak
Emulating winces and frowns
In the sceptical that only youth allows

Only a year has gone by
And the visage remained beautiful
So what happened?
Why do the seas remain calm?
These eyes that used to grip their gaze
Dead
These legs that would be traced with their tongues
Dead
The tights that would interrupt their thoughts
Dead
The origin point of the nutrients that would invigorate
Dead
The whole world has died around her
And she’s lost all life as a result
The earth has forgotten her as time thrives
A glacier victim to decay, at just 24
No eyes will objectify her ever again
What a fate for one, which solitude only brings danger

Lnc0

Panic In The Evening

I feel like a hoodlum standing outside a memorial 
With cans of neon lit paint in my backpack 
Complimented by a small armies worth of explosives 
Ready to set hell on a beloved artefact with my insignia 
All to quell my impulsive decisions 

Yeah, that’s how I feel right now 
When your perched upon my mattress in the afternoon 
With the slits in my curtains raining on your skin 
Showing just how perfect your design really is 
Each curve tailor made to my exact specifications 
Each imperfection made to compliment your excellency 
Laying my grubby fingers upon you now 
Would be the worst fucking crime I could conceive 
Like rubbing grease all over a Mozart sheet 

I just wanna die 
If it means I can cower out of this mess 
Run for the hills before I poison you anymore 
Your flying with angels on pale light nights 
And I’m greasing the gears behind the scenes 
Please just pull the trigger and leave for good 

As I continue to deface your form even more 
You permit my ascension to the sacred place 
The fumes starts to slowly creep inside of me 
I start to hear the taste of each bead of sweat 
As it tunnels into the folds of my mind 
I can’t feel the guilt I should be 
I can’t feel anything anymore 
You don’t deserve this, not even for a second 
I can only provide a fraction of what you deserve 
Olympians soaring from the coast docking on Clacton’s shores
Travelling from miles on end just to get a glimpse 
Of that smile on your lips 

I just wanna die 
If it means I can cower out of this mess 
Run for the hills before I poison you anymore 
Your flying with angels on pale light nights 
And I’m greasing the gears behind the scenes 
Please just pull the trigger and leave for good 
Don’t shoot for bronze when you can get gold 
Without even trying