Man even at like the lowest level of being a creator the weird popularity stigma still gnaws at you, I get that involuntary EECCHH reaction when a poems doesn’t land well but the reasons are quite obvious, whenever any of them do really well it’s down to the same thing, their mopey or gooby love poems which is frankly the content everyone wants to see, so when like at the moment I’m doing everything to avoid writing that then… yeah of course they won’t land well, still 100% needs to be done to evolve as a creator though, it’s just strange I get that twinge even at THIS level of doing it